“When you mentioned that to me, I had gone home and went on my podcast and I misspoke,” the reality star reflected. “I shouldn’t have said anything. I just got annihilated publicly and I had a really s—ty last year.”
And the hate Tamra received seriously affected her mental state.
“It was very hurtful,” she added in a confessional. “People think that I don’t have feelings and it’s not true. And I’m tired of being called a horrible human being because I’m not.”
Moving forward, Tamra hopes to work on “not wanting to be so responsive, impulsive, explosive and harsh with my words” when she feels triggered by her RHOC costars amid cast drama.
“I just don’t want to lash out when I’m mad,” she admitted, “even if somebody’s done me wrong. I want to fix things.”
Keep up with Tamra’s journey when The Real Housewives of Orange County airs Thursdays at 9 p.m. on Bravo. In the meantime, keep reading to learn more about what’s to come during season 19.
